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Monday, July 21, 2008

i love u embah

well it took me a while..
ok 5 mths to heal my heart
someone i really loved past away this year
my dearest granfather

i have regrets,deep regrets in my heart
i admit i did not spend enough time wif him these past few years
with the N n O lvls
bt i did squeeze time to go visit him

the day my granfather laid to rest was hard for my family n me
all my cousin n me cried our heart out
tintin even passed out
i cried by the door slowly sliding unable to grasp the fact
abg hafiz went quiet so suddenly
my bro was out of sights
my dad was crying n he didnt drive cuz his hand was shivering
it was something wen i saw this side of my father
he loved his dad same as i do to him
he alwaes say that embah alwaes ask abt me n my twin bro wenever dad stops by to send back the taxi
the heartbreaking thing i heard frm my dad was that the last time he ever talked with embah was wen he was returning hme frm a whole day of driving taxi,embah ask if he has eaten,if nt he offered to eat wif him.
my dad said its ok n went off


memories stars filling in mind even nw as i write this blog
he was a very cheerful man,alwaes smiling
i might regret making him angry wen i was young wif my stubborness
bt he will alwaes give in to me
i wanted candy he gave,he even waited for me in the rain
i even secretly wished that i would b able to present my wife to him
i guess god had other plans

i want to salute my father,i really do
cuz u know y?
he used his own medisave to pay my grandfathers bill
his othr brothers did not wan to use their as they say they are old n might need it
well my father too need it for his own health u noe
i was quite angry wen i heard this.
bt father did not say anything
he jz held my granfather hand n stayed by his side
n he agreed to pay for my grandfathers bill unselfishly
my aunty all tell me that i shld rmmbr my dad n wen he is old i shld give mine
i nodded silently.
dnt wry dad u gt 3 sons who wil spend money for u even hw expensive it is
i did nt look dwn on my uncles,bt i looked up more of my father

my dad me n hazwan stayed vigil n watch of my grandfather wen he was warded in cgh
i stayed for 4 days straight there.my otr cousin gt duties like ns to perform bt otherwise stayed along wif me wen they are nt

the day he passed away i did nt sleep much the day before,like 30 mins
i stayed watch of my embah as i hear his wails
it hurts me

i guess i wish b like my dad
wait i want to b like my dad
he is my hero
always

1:28 PM